It been quite sometimes since I update this blog of mine. Been busy with work and family. Sometimes, I just wish that this feelings would just go away and forget about the past. I tried to look for him and I am tired. I am just too tired. I don't know sometimes it is just not fair to me. I guess I can't really forget about my relationship that I had 8 years back.
People might see me that I had move on but deep in me, I am not moving on at all. I guess the relationship that I had was just wonderful and perfect but I had let it go. How stupid I was!!! Maybe I just stop searching for him coz I know he won't come back again. I keep telling myself he is not for me but haizz it's the heart that say he is for me! It really drives me nuts!!
