Aku ingin luahkan..

Bila kita berbual tak perlu lah world sangat. Bila da tercepit baru nak sedar. Kdg bila kita diam org boleh pijak kepala kita. Tapi hari ni rasanya aku mcm da meletup tu pun sikit je. I don't like to be push here and there. Sorry lah I don't mean it tapi kadang bila dengar kawan tu ada ramai sangat kawan kenapa tak nak minta tolong dengan kawan-kawan yang lain? Kelakar kan?

I can be very understanding but don't push to my limits. At times I need people to understand me too. And saya tak suka kalau orang tak nak cuba faham keadaan saya or worst still kasi harapan.

Mungkin saya ni banyak give in dan tak tegas. So saya rasa saya akan mula tegas mulai sekarang ini. Penat lah asyik fikir pasal orang. Ye-ye cakap nak tolong tapi ntah buat ke tak. It's like I am having a trust issue now. Masih ingat lagi kata kawan keje lama, Pak Mail, kesiankan diri kita sendiri dulu baru kesiankan orang lain. So ya.

Ramadan

Alhamdulillah dapat bertemu semula dengan bulan yang penuh barakha ini. Mudah-mudahan amalan yang kami buat akan diterima oleh Allah(s.w.t). Alhamdulillah saya pun da dapat kerja baru yeaaahhh!!

Tak sabar rasanya nak mula kerja di tempat yang baru. It would be my biggest challenge and I don't know whether I could make it or not. I'll shall leave this place and organisation with an open heart and mind.

It had been a challenging year for me. From here I know who are my friends and foes. Allah is so great that HE had show me everything from worst to bad and good. How can I not be grateful for what he had given me?

I am still searching for the peace and I know I have to do it alone and keep moving on forward. That's all for now!