Expression

When someone give you that kind of like. Like kind of hatred or menyampah look you will feel it. To be frank yes I pun menyampah to see your face. Selagi kesabaran ni masih ada selagi tu lah aku akan sabar. Anyway I can't wait to update my resume and leave the organisation a.s.a.p! It's killing me deep inside. Ya I know I shouldn't have listen to any opinions that could kill my passion.

I can't work with negative people and unfair people. Nevertheless, I had made up my mind to leave a.s.a.p. Semoga urusan ku dipermudahkan amin.

It's been Awhile..

It's been awhile, since I have not been updating this blog of mine. There's alot that I have been keeping inside me. From anger to hatred and yes I know it's not right to have that kind of feelings. But then again I am human.

Anyway I was been transfer to old folk's home as there was allegations made against me. So how do I take it then? First I was angry as these kind of things happen to me but then I realised that ALLAH(s.w.t) is giving me this test. As days goes by, I learnt and accept my fate and destiny.

When I am in the old folk's home, I thought it would be better but I was wrong. The people as in the colleagues are nice but then again like a malay proverb saying "rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain." The boss? Haizz no words could describe. All I know now is to be careful whom I talk and share with.

My plan is to tender after Shawal. For now I just need to update my resume and start sending. ALLAH has better plan for me. I don't see myself moving forward in this organisation. So ya....