Berubah

Dalam sekelip mata manusia boleh berubah. Menjadi yang baik atau yang jahat. Kadang-kadang kita manusia terlupa dengan apa yang kita cakp. Kadang-kadang kita cakap sayang tapi dalam hati tidak niat begitu. Kadang-kadang kita cakap benci tapi dalam hati tidak niat begitu.

Sekiranya perubahan itu akan menyakitkan hati orang, mengapa pada mulanya keluarkan kata sayang. Kan ada lebih baik kalau dipendamkan sahaja.

Apakah sebenarnya perkataan sayang itu hanya dibibir tapi bukan lahir dari hati yang ikhlas? Ntah lah susah nak faham dengan manusia ni.

PMS

I guess I am having my PMS now. It's seem dangerous. Too many things in my mind and I am very2 angry now haizz. I hate this feeling I hate when it is PMS!!!

Maafkan Aku..

Entahlah kenapa semenjak kebelakangan ini, aku asyik teringat dia. Walaupun sudah 7 tahun berlalu tetapi ya masih segar dalam ingatan. Aku ingin kan kebahagiaan. Kenapa susah sangat untuk aku lupakan dia. Mengapa!!!!!!!!

Aku benci akan perasaan ini. Sepertinya aku tidak dapat terus kehidupan ini. Tanpa dia segalanya gelap buat diriku. Hati aku sering disakiti. Tapi dahulu aku tidak pernah rasa erti disakiti. Apakah dosa ku sehingga aku di duga sebegini???

Maafkan aku kerana mengingati dirimu. Kerana kau telah mengajar aku erti cinta.

Kahwin...

Best betul tengok orang-orang ni kawin. Teringin pulak nak rasa nak tempuh alam perkahwinan. Tapi tak semudah itu ya. Aku ni masih single and frankly speaking I am stress up with the people around me. Yelah semua kawan-kawan aku da kawin bila ada gathering mesti dorang tanya aku bila nak kawin?

Ni je yang aku nak type bukan apa aku takut nak ingat kembali peristiwa yang lalu.

Thank You..

I am glad to see it. Thank you for everything. Thank you. I don't know how should I thank you. To those two of them I would like to say a big thank you. And I always pray for your happiness. Don't worry about me coz I am moving on. And I am rather busy with my life.

To myself, I give myself applause coz I am strong enough. It make me learn. I gain alot from the both of them. Let's focus Noor Aini!!!

Moving On..

I had been thinking about those guys. I know it's kind of rubbish but then I don't understand why do they got the guts to say words that gave hope to others and in the end they the one who broke it. I guess they had not been hurt and doesn't know what is the meaning of hurt. On the other side of me is wanting a revenge but then who am I to do that? It's wrong lah ya I know. I should not be childish. Anyway, I learn and realised that those words are to be say from your heart but not from your mouth.

When I was with him, I seldom mention those words coz I know deep down in me I really love him. No point telling or saying it everyday when you don't mean it.

I am on my feet standing strong to go through the thick and thin on my own. I have to achieve what I have been wanting for. And ya I will survive. No doubt he still remain in my heart, his name, his smile and his smell. Nevertheless I pray for your happiness.

It Hurts....

It seems that I wouldn't want to be in relationship anymore. I had been hurt not once but twice. It seems that guys love to dumped me now and then. I don't what went wrong or maybe it is karma... I don't know.

It just hurts me. I might be smiling and cheerful but deep down GOD knows how I feel. I am so hurt. I can't describe how hurt I am now.