Summarise.

Let's just summarise everything since the last update. Lot's of things happen since the last update. I have been observing people and ya there's alot of changes here and there. Anyway I couldn't bother that much coz I don't want to stress myself and it can affect me.

I think I am pregnant. I don't know but I think so. Pray for me. That's all for now.

Watever...

Wanted to update this yesterday but ain't got time to do so. Anyway if I were to update this yesterday. I'll be typing all the vulgarities hahaha... Guess wat the boss was on leave yesterday and today. She lied that there gonna be visitors coming to the centre. Oh I don't mind if she just tell me that there is not enough manpower but she lied. A biase person will be a biase and it could never change.

It's ok someday you will realise ur mistakes hopefully by then it's not too late. Good morning, let's think positive and move on with life.

Midweek.

I can't be negative all the time right? Sometimes, I wish people could understand or should at least have some thoughts for me. Can or not? Or do I need to tell them what's on my mind so that they could understand me better. Haizzz am I asking too much?

The day has end.

Just finished work and feeling pissed off.. I just can't take it when simple things they make it so complicated. It's just a signature and yet the boss just make a big fuss out of it. Shall not rant much about this. At the end of the day, I still have to go through all these. Shall end my day by listening to some surahs 

Oh well..

Reached work and a colleague of mine asked, hey tomorrow are you on leave and I replied nope my leave got rejected. And he goes oh ok den tomorrow I take half day leave morning. Well I don't know if i am being mean or what lah. My leave got rejected becoz I have to accomdate to others.

They go course lah so on and so on..... Dis is wat I mean by freedom. Where I am on my own I don't need to think who needs to cover me or so on. Anyway it's ok lah. I just need to let it out somewhere.

Here we go...

Good morning people...yeah I know no one would come across this blog. I just want to have my own personal space to let out everything. I know I shouldn't give my twitter account to my friends hahah anyway it is all done. So here I'll let out everything.

Today I woke up early but I sleep again. As usual no more motivation to go to work and face those biase people. Their problem has become our problem. Husband was a bit pissed off as he is trying his very hard to wake me up. He is persistent enough. Thank you husband. Well guess I shall rant more later on.

A little update.

Heloo...so here' s a little update about me. I am finally married hehehe.... Got married last year on the 29 August 2015. Alhamdulillah, everything turn out smooth even though the preparations was abit haywire.

Anyway, I am no longer working in children's home. All thanks to a lady who ruined everything. And now I am working with special needs people. Been with them for almost 2 yrs and I am giving up soon. It's not I don't enjoy working with them but I feel tired when handling them. It can be physically and mentally drained. I feel the boss is a bit biased. Feel that some of us are not important at all.

Anyway, husband did tell me if you think you don't like this job, just resign. I know it's nice of him to tell me that. But I can't burden him with everything. I still need income. Anyway, after so much thinking, I shall start my mini business not so soon but yet to come in sha allah. I am just tired working with people. You want to apply leave also cannot how like that???

That's all for now.