It's been awhile

It's been awhile since I last update this blog. MIL passed away last month on the 19 July 2016. Am 24 weeks pregnant, mean I am 6 mths pregnant. Left like 3 more months to go. Excited plus sad.

Anyway husband has approve to let me stay home after maternity leave. Ouh seriously I can't wait to resign!!! Yeah!!!!

Counting Down.

Am 13 weeks pregnant. Waiting for the little one to fill up our life. Alhamdulillah, I am so blessed. Thank you Allah.

Anyway things isn't dat smooth enough for me and husband especially work. Guess both of us got the same problem. As for now we are just being patience to go through all these together.

I have plan not to stay long in this company. To be honest, I am exhausted. I don't want to elobrate more on the work.

My EDD is on 29 Nov 2016. Hopefully it will be a smooth journey for me and husband.

Ur Leave Was Not Granted

Here I am back again. Yeah been busy and tired lately. As you know there is a tiny human in processing in my tummy. And I have to really really take care of myself.

Today something happened at work. A colleague of mine got agitated and he pushed one of the client towards the door *BANG!!* And the drama begin. He went to the boss's office shivering and explaining to the boss. So he gets to go back. Last week he told me dat he is on leave today as in 11 April but the leave is yet to be approve.

This morning the boss watsapp the group she is not approving any leave today coz we are short of manpower. And so ya.... now you know why I say it's a drama. Next time if ur leave is not approve go and see a doctor. Seriously, that day I had to give in to him becoz he was on course. It's ok if you can't understand my situation now. I know I am like a burden to everyone out there becoz I am pregnant.

Seriously dis make me upset. At the end of the day the boss came and talk to me and I just find it she talk no senses at all! What does those activities got to do when the incident happend? Time to withdraw from everyone. Even from the boss.

Your problem become our problem.

It's time for performance bonus, guess what I never get anything. Abit upset but then it's ok lah. I know they are biase here so let them be lah. Shall work on my freedom soon.

I wish I could let out alot of things now. But I letting be.

Not yet confirm!

Remember when I said that I maybe pregnant. Yup! It's positive but yet to confirm! Alhamdulillah thank you Allah (s.w.t) for answering my doas. I am happy and excited but I have to keep it low coz I want to it to double confirm. Shall go for check up soon.

Anyway dis morning sickness is not only morning okies! It'll come during afternoon or night. Suka hati je ehk. Been craving lots of things hehehe...

Summarise.

Let's just summarise everything since the last update. Lot's of things happen since the last update. I have been observing people and ya there's alot of changes here and there. Anyway I couldn't bother that much coz I don't want to stress myself and it can affect me.

I think I am pregnant. I don't know but I think so. Pray for me. That's all for now.

Watever...

Wanted to update this yesterday but ain't got time to do so. Anyway if I were to update this yesterday. I'll be typing all the vulgarities hahaha... Guess wat the boss was on leave yesterday and today. She lied that there gonna be visitors coming to the centre. Oh I don't mind if she just tell me that there is not enough manpower but she lied. A biase person will be a biase and it could never change.

It's ok someday you will realise ur mistakes hopefully by then it's not too late. Good morning, let's think positive and move on with life.