Midweek.

I can't be negative all the time right? Sometimes, I wish people could understand or should at least have some thoughts for me. Can or not? Or do I need to tell them what's on my mind so that they could understand me better. Haizzz am I asking too much?

The day has end.

Just finished work and feeling pissed off.. I just can't take it when simple things they make it so complicated. It's just a signature and yet the boss just make a big fuss out of it. Shall not rant much about this. At the end of the day, I still have to go through all these. Shall end my day by listening to some surahs 

Oh well..

Reached work and a colleague of mine asked, hey tomorrow are you on leave and I replied nope my leave got rejected. And he goes oh ok den tomorrow I take half day leave morning. Well I don't know if i am being mean or what lah. My leave got rejected becoz I have to accomdate to others.

They go course lah so on and so on..... Dis is wat I mean by freedom. Where I am on my own I don't need to think who needs to cover me or so on. Anyway it's ok lah. I just need to let it out somewhere.

Here we go...

Good morning people...yeah I know no one would come across this blog. I just want to have my own personal space to let out everything. I know I shouldn't give my twitter account to my friends hahah anyway it is all done. So here I'll let out everything.

Today I woke up early but I sleep again. As usual no more motivation to go to work and face those biase people. Their problem has become our problem. Husband was a bit pissed off as he is trying his very hard to wake me up. He is persistent enough. Thank you husband. Well guess I shall rant more later on.

A little update.

Heloo...so here' s a little update about me. I am finally married hehehe.... Got married last year on the 29 August 2015. Alhamdulillah, everything turn out smooth even though the preparations was abit haywire.

Anyway, I am no longer working in children's home. All thanks to a lady who ruined everything. And now I am working with special needs people. Been with them for almost 2 yrs and I am giving up soon. It's not I don't enjoy working with them but I feel tired when handling them. It can be physically and mentally drained. I feel the boss is a bit biased. Feel that some of us are not important at all.

Anyway, husband did tell me if you think you don't like this job, just resign. I know it's nice of him to tell me that. But I can't burden him with everything. I still need income. Anyway, after so much thinking, I shall start my mini business not so soon but yet to come in sha allah. I am just tired working with people. You want to apply leave also cannot how like that???

That's all for now.

Let's Start blogging.

I shall welcome myself.... I shall go back to blogging and here I will express myself. More updates later on.

You are in a million...

Jumpa dengan seorang pemuda pada 16 July 2014. And I thought he would be the same like other guys. You know lah nowadays guys, they would rather go for looks and only one thing in their mind that is intimate affairs. But I was wrong.

After the meet up we still keep in touch. And he was attracted to me and so called miss me lah. 4 days later on the 20 July 2014 we meet up again. This time round he made confessions. Having trust issues with men, I decided to just go with flow.

Slowly he showed me that he is sincere and I slowly open up my heart to him. I mightnot love him 100% but it seems that I can't live without him. Thank Ibrahim for accepting me for who I am. I am looking forward to be your halal wife and walk with you through out. So ya dat's my love story.